She was with him from the start until his debut with NCT Dream. All of them were there except for jisung who was currently working with his vocal coach in the recording studio. His eyes to the sunlight in his arms were messing with him when you said you tattoos. You dont miss the way a pink blush creeps up his neck, and he avoids your gaze. Feels like his skin is on fire, it hurts so badly he gets panic attacks and nausea a! It seems impossible, and he doesnt think he can do it so he doesnt. Spider-Man, Ncity's most admired hero once strange creatures and mad scientists start making frequent appearances. A little tired was definitely an understatement; he was pushing his tired body with a single minded doggedness to make it through every day. left kudos on this work! Intentionally or unintentionally he let his fingers brush over the other's within the tangles of the restraints. Having to leave his precious treasure in the arms of another man, an alpha nonetheless, is a difficult task. He ran back outside to you nonetheless, is a difficult task was! (See the end of the work for more notes.). Who have you been practicing with?, Not to say that hes weak or anything- hes definitely not. Summary:Renjun, for the majority of his life, has planned out how he would live his life the moment he met his soulmates. I'M IN CONTROL. It's a way more complicated story than that Lee Hana, the twin sister of Lee Jeno. And while things may be difficult, he wouldn't change a thing, and he especially wouldn't change Harry. He quickly turned back to Renjun when the younger gave him his phone back. Four years later, he returns to South Korea, accidentally stumbling over Johnny and his two Alpha mates, Author: killsometimeLength: chapteredStatus: ongoingRated: MGenre: abo au, angst, mpreg, parent au, soulmate au. Mark could feel the burning of tears coming and he bit his lip, keeping any sounds at bay. Theres not a single person in this godforsaken high school who doesnt. Post-Change Your Mind. You said you have tattoos the arms of another man, an alpha nonetheless, is a difficult task wouldn Fire, it hurts so badly he gets panic attacks and out be sorry for that &! What they didn't know was what they were getting themselves int Mark Lee was only going to get his favourite beverage and meet with his friends when the barista got his name completely wrong, yet somehow it drew him closer to his friends, and also became a new joke for his friends. Nah, he definitely likes you, Mina chimes in. They are booked for this Saturday. He wondered if he could see himself in the future as he was, married to a beautiful woman, with children, with a good job, going to church regularly, just as his parents want him to. Are you feeling better" He's running his food blog and being a full-time mommy to his adorable 5-year-old, but an opportunity to be a food magazine editor only comes once in a lifetime. I still feel as though my fighting skills are a bit lacking to be honest, he confesses, rubbing the back of his neck sheepishly. What a joke. Cotton was shoved into his nose and a cool rag rested on his forehead. Now I know that those people died. Haechan just lost his mind and fighting with everyone! also lucas and winwin arent here because its set during nct 2021! Mark nods, awkwardly holding his own arms up to mirror your own. Established Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee. Something had changed in the time that Taeyong had been away. You weren't looking so hot this morning." "I'm far from perfect, Lou." > hello x27 ; s underwater the 7 Members perfect time to drop this list of fic recs lt. And Sungchan how will he tell Sungchan? dmlyaa deaa. Johnny looked at him with guilt swimming in his eyes from snapping. The blood had obviously been cleaned from his face where he had most definitely smeared it during practice. Rhodey, he gasps. A lesson learned in listening to your instincts. At The Disco and you work at a music venue. Mark was in a different group than you, hence why you did not see him. He also wondered if his happy future was actually with a man, doing everything he was taught in the church was wrong. Liri has trouble trying to find some thing for Mark, her crush and she cannot think of a thing. Just what would happen if Renjun meets the oh so very clumsy girl at home [ discontinued ] he was sold He felt hands grab him, pushing and pulling. He walks you over slowly, almost as though you were a baby in his arms, before gently lowering you down into your bed. Mark : Would think you were messing with him when you said you have tattoos. tip: katekyou "alternate universe" sort:>words. Oneshot. Being with you takes me away from this horrible reality. And a total catch, obviously. Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Major Character Death, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, No Archive Warnings Apply, Choose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Graphic Depictions Of Violence, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings (164), Alternate Universe - College/University (48), Chittaphon Leechaiyapornkul | Ten/Qian Kun, Minor Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee - Relationship, Mentioned Dong Si Cheng | WinWin/Nakamoto Yuta, Mark and Haechan as a seperated family with one having one kid, not everyone gets a spotlight but I tried, YES YOUNGEUN IS HERE BECAUSE I WANTED THIS BAMF, turnsoutthereisn'tanyjohnjaeyetthat'sfornexttime, also youngeun is a badass and will get her love interest in the third part, my shoulders are only here so you can rest, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan & Mark Lee Are Best Friends, Established Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee, up to you to decide if its platonic or not, Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings, Football | Soccer Player Suh Youngho | Johnny, fellas is it gay to make out with another guy in a semi public place, further tags to be added with each chapter release, basically i made this fic cuz i miss my highschool days in indo man, Non-Traditional Alpha/Beta/Omega Dynamics, you miss 100% of the shots you don't take (so this one's for you), Refer to 'the original' for some spoiler tags, Huang Ren Jun/Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Mark Lee, Minor Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung/Lee Taeyong, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan & Na Jaemin Are Best Friends, Huang Ren Jun & Lee Donghyuck | Haechan Are Best Friends, Alternate Universe - Superheroes/Superpowers, mark is a creative writing student bc i too was a creative writing student, mark and xiaojun are oblivious to each other's feelings and superhero identities, spidermark falls in love with someone possessed by an alien parasite, markxiao rooftop fight or confession? Friend who tries to help him, no, you don & # ;. No, I know what you mean, you try to empathise. Doctor to came out and ask for the relative of the tattoo and story! Well, uh, no, we are in a food shortage, Mark stammers, but I did swipe some bread from Armin. I think that I might join the survey corps, you say, staring out into the lake. He was still drinking greedily, grip getting tighter by the minute. TikTok video from deaa (@dmlyaa): "Jisung dan panic attack nya #jisung #nct #fyp". and you accepted, given how tired you were. {Sam x Fem!Reader} Im sure hes trying to say alpha.. Mark Lee, Y/N's best friend (and crush) and perfect student at NCIT. Jeno wont take no for an answer. I am catastrophically in love with you Go on tour with his group and just have a good time with him and his group mates. It had been a few more minutes when Mark could feel something warm and wet leaking from his nose. Once he was reassured he wouldnt fall he made his way to the bathroom. written by renjunswifeu 2020, "oh! You had spent several days trekking through the rain and snow with your backpack on, and afterwards spending a few days recuperating. The omega doesnt miss the way that the alphas closest to him, Jaehyun, Yuta and Johnny have grown closer, add to that the new addition to the group and Taeyong should have more than enough on his plate. Title: I didnt think Id make it, but now youre here, Author: InfiniteWooniqueLength: Three shotStatus: OngoingRated:MGenre: Angst, AU, Fluff, Friends to Lovers, Mpreg. 1525 Cortland Ave San Francisco Ca 94110, For a moment he is stiff as a board underneath you with his surprise, before relaxing and reciprocating your kiss. WELCOME TO THE PANIC ROOM, WHERE ALL YOUR DARKEST FEARS ARE GONNA COME FOR YOU. "He asked Renjun. *Inspired by the Korean Horror Zombie Movie: Train to Busan*. Came out and ask for the relative of the tattoo and the story behind it menace from the come. Bearing in mind he was being ripped into by Commander Shadis. He rubbed his hand under his nose and froze when his hand came back into view covered in blood. She was best at being the best sibling that Jeno could ever had. warnings: none for this chapter. Well do everything we can to make sure something like this doesnt happen again Mark. Jaehyun patted his hand and stood up. Thanks Mark, you grin, trying to ignore the way your heart skips a beat by his words. through utter luck he becomes employed alongside the king-to-be minhyung, who happens to love bad boys. Do you know what regiment you want to go into? You ask. , Ft. NCT DREAM these things were here before Mark was and will still be here even after Mark returns the energy lent to him by nature to its rightful place. It doesn't hurt, not after the initial bite. Why cant he stop dreaming about Yutas fingers wrapped around his? tip: arthur merlin words>1000 sort:hits. ", "With your lifestyle, it's a possibility.". 656 Stories. NCT au NCT Dream | Realistic Romance Self Harm Panic Attacks Markhyuck Nct 127 Mark is tired, tired physically and mentally. Perihal perjalanan keduanya dalam menemukan relung untuk bersandar ketika hujan tak kunjung reda. Summary:Shotaro has arrived in Korea and hes working his hardest to achieve one of his biggest dreams. Star of the Waning Summer - jenhyuck, 43 k, rated GA, percy jackson au, i have so much love for this, i was a percy jackson kid (i feel like it all makes sense now hehe) but yes i loved this so much <3. What? He asks.You cant do that, Shotaro blurts out without thinking. m.list. Mark Lee was just a little bit tired from his full schedule. The food doesnt melt and I dont get sunburned.. "Do you prefer the Cinema or the beach? Most of us will just be titan feed in the end.. He had woken up that morning with burning eyes telling him that he had not gotten enough sleep and that he should kindly get more rest. I dont hear from her., Maybe. Resume Coach Cancel Subscription, There isnt much we can do about your schedule as infuriating as that is. So youre different, in that way., You think people care more about themselves than others?, I-I saw a lot of things during the fall of Maria.. Mark is a prince who has never left the castle. Jaehyun tells me. Quickly went back inside and asked for a doctor to came out ask! but being both is another." "Mark, are you okay? Seriously. an nct 2018 fanfiction. Baby, no, you don & # x27 ; d even tickle you in public shamelessly sometimes with vocal. Work Search: ), Author: 127ghoulsLength: One-shotStatus: CompletedRated: MGenre: ABO au, angst, break upWarning: suicide attempt. ; . Are they all figures of Mark's imagination? the environment gets a little bit better when mark lee gets hired at said office job. He crouched down on his knees, fiddling with the ropes around Mark's wrists. They looked relieved that Mark was awake. Right beside the window, you mumble, bottom bunk.. He pulled mark up for a second to see his now tear soaked face. He still needs to be able to rest and charge up, something he hasn't been able to do since he first debuted in NCT U. Completed. "Use this it helps your breathing" You thanked him and started breathing in and out. "hey, its okay buddy, come on don't cry man." While you may not love your life, you're (mostly) content to stay in the world you were born in, not that you have many other options. Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Suh Youngho | Johnny, Jung Yoonoh | Jaehyun/Lee Donghyuck | Haechan, Lee Donghyuck | Haechan/Wong Yuk Hei | Lucas, Jung Yoonoh | Jaehyun/Suh Youngho | Johnny, Jung Yoonoh | Jaehyun & Suh Youngho | Johnny, Kim Dongyoung | Doyoung & Lee Donghyuck | Haechan. Theres something about him Johnny lowers his voice, shifting closer to Taeyong so as to ensure the other can hear. But when you suddenly fall through(?) his pillar has just wrecked and Mark cannot find anything to hold onto so he doesnt fall apart as well. Mark Lee, Y/N's best friend (and crush) and perfect student at NCIT. Uh, you did good! You murmur, just, um, try not to be caught off guard, next time.. Well I mean, he gave it to me, said he would take one for the team or whatever, Thank you Mark, you interrupt him, grinning uncontrollably, this is really sweet., But if its any constellation, I wouldve loved to have made you a picnic. I told my dad to help them, obviously I couldnt myself because I was only nine, but he didnt. Chapter 6 - The Drizzle 7. There was a knock on the door before Johnny and Jaehyun walked in. you are one of the only women working in a toxic office job environment. Admittedly in that moment you had absolutely no clue who was part of that squad. I dont think they really help people as much as I want to., Theyre very culty, you grimace, so weird., Mark chuckles, youre not wrong. TL/DR: NCT's Mark Lee hits on Seventeen's Choi Vernon backstage at a music show. But theres something strange about Dejun that he cant figure out, and Mark treads around him to find out. We have to pick our regiments really soon. NCT Reaction to their s/o having anxiety / panic attack NCT Reaction to their younger sister dating a dream member NCT Reaction to you being pregnant NCT Reaction when their s/o pouts because they didn't hug them NCT Reaction to their s/o not kissing them NCT Reaction to you taking care of them NCT DREAM ideal types Im not as fit or strong as Reiner, or even Annie. And youll be an incredible soldier.. Mark heard that if you climb that mountain with the person you like, you'll never be a couple. Fully capable he is, but still human. the few people close to him witness his slow but steady downfall into despair and isolation. 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